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Writer's Block: Ten Years From Now...

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:24:57 GMT

Where do you think you'll be in ten years?

where do i think i'll be in 10 years? well there are two answers, the truth and the dream...

In my dreams, 10 years from today i will be living in a beautiful house at the end of a long windy road, sitting in my study, writing my next best seller. My cat will be sitting on the lounge staring intently at me typing away. Every now and agian, i will look up out of the floor to celing windows, at the city view, thinking about my love, and when he would come home. My car will be parked in the driveway, a beautiful aston martin, something that could single handedly destroy the world with it's v10 engine, waiting patiently for me to get bored of what i am doing, so i would grab the keys and take it for a hair raising spin around the windy roads in which i live.

in reality 10 years from now, i'll be in my study of my new home, looking out onto the driveway where my family car is parked, the kids running around the backyard, screaming loudly. My spoilt cat joining them in the destraction. When i get bored, there will be no long drive to pull my mind out of what ever fanticey it has lodged it self into because who would want to drive with kids in the back. I have done it with my nephew, when he was 5 (never agian) My partner, will be at work, playing with his new toy, if the morgage allows, trying to find peace, somewhere where there is no screaming children.

My dream will come true, i will be the cat lady, the scary half insane author, living in a beautiful house at the end of a windy road, i will have dogs and cats, and no children in which to speak of, and this will be my life. i will get there i know it.

Hey all

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 07:34:03 GMT

ok haven't posted in a while, or more like a couple of days. Had a really bad case of couldn't be stuffed.

Right now I'm angry for no apparent reason, everything is just shitting me , any one else have that feeling?

Tomorrow's Christmas eve, and i have to work. and Christmas day it's a split between my boy's parents and mine, and I'm spending the night in a caravan, while the boy goes out with his best friend. God i want to drive the Silvia, not be driven around but actually drive it. It getting closer to settlement of my new house, cant wait for that. That is if everyone gets the paper work in soon. driving me nuts.

Still trying to lay my hand on a copy of on the edge by Richard Hammond, Borders was sold out, how dare they.

oh well got to get back to writing the massive to do list, other wise I'll forget something

hey guys

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 07:13:43 GMT

just a quick blurb cause i'm bored,

update:

kind of over writers block

my cat is anoying me,

spilt tea on my keyboard thus it is sticky

random i'm an emo post

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 07:29:13 GMT

took a quiz the results

well apparantly i'm sort of emo, how can you be sort of emo when your a goth? confused

Writer's Block: My Favorite Winter Activity

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 04:44:20 GMT

What is your favorite winter activity?

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my favorite winter acivity, would be sitting at home under the doonas, in my pjs watching an old rerun of some obsucre sci-fi show drinking hot chocolate with my man and my kitten, all curled up warm and content, not a care in the world. Or in a coffee shop, with a nice hot tea, laptop open writing away at my never-ending novel

hey all i am not dead

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 04:34:18 GMT

hey guys who ever is reading and all that jazz i am not dead, just lost intrest for a while doing other things. like ummm other things.

anyways i'm back still with writers block, oh yeah that's what i have been doing in my leave of absence so long that i forgot my username and password, writing my book. YAY!!!

anyway hit up my facebook account sofia mercel and be my friend

signing off now to try and write my book

entry 5

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 21:32:30 GMT

didn't post yesterday, shit hit the fan, and the car didn't go, and the maden voyage has to wait till next weekend. damn.

I'm back at work today, really looking forward to it, but also thought i should take two weeks, maybe in june i will, take two whole long luxurious weeks off, depends.

It doesnt feel like i've been on holidays, but just had one day off, damn oh well, i enjoyed myself, didn't get much done but what the hell i enjoyed myself.

oh well g2g and get some stuff ready for my trip back into hell. (What am i going to wear?)

entry 4

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 06:52:52 GMT

hey taking 5 minutes from preparing my baby's maden voyage, lets pray to the gods of speed that she doesn't do a titanic and sink, or blow up in her case.

If all goes to plan today, and everything is working and nothing goes wrong, i will get behind the wheel and drive 70km from where our baby was made to her new home.

If your confused, my baby is actually the car i've been buildng along with my hubby, closest thing were going to get to having a real child for a very long time, i've even got my parents who bug me nearly every single day are you preggers yet? Isn't ment to be you better not be preggers if you know whats good for you" calling her there granddaughter.

so just finishing burning the cd that will be played in both cars, on her maden drive, most likely it'll be at 2 in the morning, when there isn't too many people on the road, so if something goes wrong and she errups in a massive fire ball, not to many innocent bistanders will be killed.

I'm optimistic, i mean the tests we've done went well, but that was sitting in first gear, 10 meters down the road. even then i was shitting myself, mostly because there was no powersteering back then, and it didn't idle, and it was only running on 3 of the four cylinders, and the list went on and on and on and on, after that fist drive, it was, prittly much re write the list and were going to need a bigger harddrive. sort of situation. that was one week ago now.

well better get back to it my baby is spluttering and threatenig to stall on hubby.

entry number three omg

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:24:02 GMT

hey all,

just finished watching fast and the furious 3, for like the millionth time, what can i say, i like my cars like that, cute and jap, thought before hubby gets home i'll update. I actually feel like going fast, really really fast, and i wouldn't mind learning how to drift... once my baby is done.

yeah, so still got writers block, and quite content waiting at home for hubby, so we can go down to the pub and get din dins, there is nothing like a pub parma, all you aussies would know, yeah pub parma, yum.

ok well still craving sushi, but wil have to settle for a plate of chicken layered in tomato sause, ham and cheese, resting on a bed of fries.

just a poem to share

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 04:19:44 GMT

hey all

this poped into my head, in a sick twisted little moment. its kinda short and crappy but what the hell:

I love Rodney McKay

I love ripping him to shreds

Peeling his skin back

Making him scream,

I love watching him cry

Begging me why

I love the control I feel

When he is on his knees

I’m a sick little bastard

I should be shot

And sent to hell

What can is say

I love Rodney Mckay…

another update

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 03:29:56 GMT

hey all,

just a rant, not very long i promise.

3 things in this world besides the coffee in the sugar bowl grate me up the god damn wall.

1) Linken Park's in the end, in a fan video, cant anyone think of a better song to use.

2) Pens running out at the crutual i cant stop or i'll die moment

and 3) Writers cramp, you know that anoyingly painful cramp that spreads up your hand after you've been writing for hours on end, i've got it and i've resorted to typing one handed, with an icepack on my right hand, but knowing me i wouldn't have stopped if my god damn pen hadn't run out.

rant over.

PS i might have some fanfiction to post later today, if i have time, i have a sushi craving that won't go away, mmmmmmmm lucky me there is a 4 really good sushi places within walking distance. yay.

my first entry

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:13:53 GMT

Hey all,

This is my first entry, my therapis recommended that i write in a journal to clear my mind....

just kidding no therapist, just me, and my overstuffed under-stimulated hyperactive mind, needing to vent.

here is my delema, i am trying to write a book, and every time i sit down with the mother of all ideas, i got while at the pup getting sloshed, no really sloshed, but having a beer, to make my mind be quiet, it disapeares, into thin air, it's like when i'm trying to download the file becomes corrupted and comes out like gibberish. Not good when i'm trying to make myself know as the next dan brown...

ok not really dan brown, but more dan brown meets john marsden meets i don't know who else is floating around inside my mind, so back to moaning about my writers block.

so the fact is that yeah i'm going to be ranting, but i am also going to be posting my art, (yes i do dabble in the relm of CG art) fanfiction, yes i am 20 i know, why am i still torturing lex luthor is beyond me, (oh yeah he is pretty when he screams, and cursed, and i'm all about truth justice and the american way( no really it says it on my t shirt, though i find that a little contradictory))

See i love writing and moaning about all that is wrong in my life, as much as i like hanging out the window of my second story apartment, with a keyboard/notepad/laptop in my hand writing/ typing away.

ok got a little side tracked, there art fanfiction, oh and little snippetsof my book. yes those who are lucky enough or unlucky enough to stumble across this dismal lj will get the undue honor of reading my dismal attempt at writing a book, full length novel, something that wont take 8sec to read process and make a decisionabout, i've been saying that for 2 years now. god i'm pathetic.